In a state of complete desperation and frustration, we throw our hands up and cry out "WHY GOD?! WHY?! Why am is my life so bad and why have you done this or allowed this to happen to me". A very typical response to the trials that arise in our lives. However, the first question should not be asked to God but instead, the question of "why" should be directed to ourselves. "Why (insert your name here) am I in this position? What have I done or not done that has lead me down this path?". If we look hard enough, our own sin probably has some connection to our current situation.
Lord, thank you for your amazing grace and help me to see my responsibility that has lead me to my situation so I may avoid similar behavior in the future.