Nothing can separate us from the love of God. No matter what actions we may take that we feel are "so bad" for anyone to forgive us, God will never leave us and He always forgives us. God will never leave us. Unfortunately, we can leave God and that choice is the only way we separate ourselves from God.
Lord, thank You for never leaving me and help me to realize that when I feel that You are too far away from me, it is me and not You.